On Sunday we took the Jeep north as planned. A nice drive through alders, birch, and firs. It was an odd experience. Here I found (2) towns separated by Grand Lake and Melville Lake. On the southern side is Sheshatshiu, a native reserve. I saw a large, modern police station and a large, modern youth treatment center. Mostly gravel roads and unkempt homes. On the northern side is North West River where I saw commerce, although not too much. A few stores, a fuel stop, several businesses, a large, modern interpretation center which focused on the history of the native people. Most of the roads were paved. I thought it all strange, but then that's me. It wasn't picturesque, so I only took one photo from each town.
This one is in Sheshatshiu. I don't know what it is, but it looks to be a hut under construction. I'm told that the native people still enjoy to stay in tents from time to time. And I actually observed that on my way up the road.
This one is in North West River. I took it because I thought the writing of the native language was interesting.
We returned back to our campsite in the evening. I decided that it was time for a campfire so we collected some wood and built the first campfire of the trip. I grabbed a few hot dogs and we had dinner next to the fire.
As I cooked our dinner, I began to think about the past years with my two sons, out camping and cooking our dinner, just like I was doing last night. I became sad, and then lonely. Those days are now gone, and I loved those days. I dislike those emotions, so I put out the fire. I needed to change my thought pattern. We went for a long walk in the darkness of the night. I was having a difficult time moving forward, as I continually found myself looking up at the magical night sky of Labrador. Billions of stars. The Milky Way. The Constellations. You could see so clearly here. It was remarkable, yes, magical. I realized that I shouldn't be sad, nor lonely. There's so much to be thankful for. And I was surrounded by the forest, the stars, and whatever might be lurking in the forest.
And I slept well last night.